“…what I believed to be my dream was probably not my real dream.”

Departures (2008) (via jondotli)
“Invisible rivulets running brokenly make the low land of the estate sing.”

Rabbit, Run by John Updike (via dad)
THE ISLAND Etching (Camden, Maine) paired with balsa bookmark by Andrea McDonnell
Postmarked Detriot, MI; date illegible

THE ISLAND Etching (Camden, Maine) paired with balsa bookmark by Andrea McDonnell

Postmarked Detriot, MI; date illegible

Does it seem a little strange to anyone else that all the letters I receive from ostensibly different “friends” are penned on the same Wonderwoman stationary?
Postmarked Everett, WA, 22 June 2009.

Does it seem a little strange to anyone else that all the letters I receive from ostensibly different “friends” are penned on the same Wonderwoman stationary?

Postmarked Everett, WA, 22 June 2009.

no matter what instrument he uses, jondotli takes the coolest pictures, doesn’t he? 
no matter what instrument he uses, jondotli takes the coolest pictures, doesn’t he? 
Chronicle Books Wonderwoman Card, altered to include map of Northfield, MN by Sarah Dimick

Postmarked 23 May 2009

Chronicle Books Wonderwoman Card, altered to include map of Northfield, MN by Sarah Dimick

Postmarked 23 May 2009

A Call for Letters


Lately I haven’t been writing many of the kind of letters that, strung together, make words which make sentences which make articles or poems or books (at least that’s how I’m told its done…) I have been writing and receiving a lot of the kind of letters that gladden the pulse like paper butterflies. So it occurred to me to start cataloguing them here—their images, I mean, since I could never pin down their fragile, fluttering spirits…
Amalfi watermarked stationary sealed with Nametag sticker embellished with my sentiments exactly by Andrea McDonnell
Postmark Illegible

Amalfi watermarked stationary sealed with Nametag sticker embellished with my sentiments exactly by Andrea McDonnell

Postmark Illegible

Draft of something new with lots of ellipsis


Cotton and fur

The clothes told a story of leisure, comfort, luxury…

As in a sophisticated advertisement, but closer examination revealed 

citizens were advertising themselves!

Jon and I rode through the hush of the Hamptons

on our bicycles, slowly, but our sweat made us invisible,

our filthiness protected us from danger…

only having two wheels, we were invulnerable as a fox

down close to the very ditch that runs alongside the street…

And yet our vantage was that of the sky. We saw the roots

of women’s hair, men’s capped bald-spots;

we passed the walking dunes, which changed formation

in the wind; there was treasure buried there; back-hair,

leg-hair, and eyebrows like trace metal filings 

perceptible where they couldn’t help growing back.

Even as we followed the road’s every move, I had the feeling 

we shouldn’t have been able to see any of this

but like a magnet, our imaginations called 

all these snapshots and the sea

down to its powerful drain…

What you don’t know can’t hurt you, he said, preparing food for Franz and pacing around the house, what you don’t know can’t hurt you, living in ignorance is almost like living in bliss.

And then I said: how can you call yourself a Marxist, Jacinto, how can you call yourself a poet, when you say things like that? Do you plan to make revolution with cliches? And Jacinto answered that frankly there was no way he was planning to make revolution anymore, but that if some night he happened to be in the mood, then making it with cliches and the lyrics of sappy love songs wouldn’t be such a bad idea, and he also said that it was as if I was the one who’d gotten lost in Nicaragua, I was so upset.


Another scene from The Savage Detectives which resonates with my life.